Do you ever wake up feeling amazing? Do you wake up ready to take on the world? Energy coursing through your veins? A spring in your step?
Sigh.... I wish I did.
Every morning I wake up in pain. Once I get up and going it usually goes away. When I was younger I would simply stay in bed. When I got older and responsibilities wouldn't allow that behavior I pushed through it.
But I am tired of it. I am tired of the daily pain. I am tired of the fight every single morning. I keep wondering why-- why is this test here for me? What am I learning from this that will make me a better person? Why is this my challenge? Ugh....
At least I have a sweet husband who will run downstairs and get me medication when I wake up. He also will get the children fed while I am getting ready so my job of getting them out the door to school is that much easier. I really have so much... so I guess this pity party is over.
I'm not sure I ever wake up feeling amazing or ready to take on the world, either.
ReplyDeleteI wish I had any way to offer anything helpful about the pain, though. It's great to have wonderful people in your life to help, though.