Every term I think I will get my homework done and even turned in early.
Every term I am up late the night a paper is due and I end up banging it out in one super stressed out, very focused work session.
I do pretty good on my papers too as I am writing about topics I enjoy and am studying specifically for. BUT-- I do not like the stress. In fact, I dread it... I spend weeks sitting around looking at empty pages and reading and rereading the assignments and brow beating myself because I haven't sat down and actually worked on the guts of the project. As I am taking harder and harder classes, its getting harder and harder to do.
What to do? Should I stop torturing myself and realize I am just going to wait until the last minute and not worry until that day arrives? I am not sure-- but I am exhausted, my lips have broken out in cold sores. I am not in a good place.
But I know it will get better-- like the day after my last paper is due.
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